Ignatian spirituality
God in all things
In my direction I use exercises and principles formulated by Ignatius of Loyola (1491-1556). He was a Basque courtier, a man about town, and soldier whose life changed dramatically when he was wounded at the Battle of Pamplona in 1521. He was bedridden for many months, and to pass the time he read. There were very few printed books at that time, and the literature in his family home consisted of lives of the saints and novels about the romance of chivalry. Ignatius noticed how these two types of literature affected him. The lives of the saints left him feeling energetic and enthusiastic, while the romance novels left him feeling dull. He didn’t ignore this, quite the contrary: Ignatius interpreted the energy and enthusiasm as a nudge to go in a new direction, and he left his privileged life to imitate the saints and seek God. An important characteristic of Ignatian spirituality is noticing your feelings, and noticing the small nudges God gives us. Asking: What has moved me? How does this relate to my life? How can I bring this into my life, my prayer? Ignatian spirituality holds that God is in all things. Not just in the Bible, or in church, but also in nature, art, our relations with others, etc.
Ignatius was a soldier and used to training to become better at something. He formulated what could be called a “training program” for the spiritual life, the Exercitia spiritualia, or spiritual exercises. They consist of philosophical considerations, but also contemplations where you pray over bible stories and use your imagination to enter into them. Art can also be used.
It is common to use the biblical contemplations in connection with direction or shorter retreats. The full Spiritual Exercises were designed to be given as a 30-day silent retreat. Nowadays it is common to break this up into two or three blocks of 10 or 15 days, or to give the full exercises over a period of months as a retreat made in daily life.
O Lord, make haste and light up the night.
As the dying man longs, so I long for you, Lord.
Say to my soul that nothing happens without Your permitting it,
and that nothing You permit is without comfort.
O Jesus, Son of God, You were silent in the presence of Your accusers,
restrain my tongue until I have thought things over
and know what to say and how to say it.
Show me the way and make me willing to wander it.
It is folly to hesitate, yet perilous to go forward.
Answer my prayer and show me the way.
As the wounded go to the doctor in search of aid, so do I come to You.
O Lord, give Your peace to my heart. Amen.
You have loved us first, O God, alas! We speak of it in terms of history as if You have only loved us first but a single time, rather than that without ceasing You have loved us first many things and every day our whole life through. When we wake up in the morning and turn our soul toward You – You are the first – You have loved us first; if I rise at dawn and at the same second turn my soul toward You in prayer, You are there ahead of me, You have loved me first. When I withdraw from the distractions of the day and turn my soul toward You, You are the first and thus forever. And yet we always speak ungratefully as if You have loved us first only once. (...)
Above all, trust in the slow work of God.
We are quite naturally impatient in everything to reach the end without delay. We should like to skip the intermediate stages. We are impatient of being on the way to something unknown, something new. And yet it is the law of all progress that it is made by passing through some stages of instability— and that it may take a very long time.
And so I think it is with you; your ideas mature gradually—let them grow, let them shape themselves, without undue haste. (...)
In me there’s darkness,
but with you there’s light;
I’m lonely, but you don’t leave me;
I’m feeble in heart,
but with you there’s help;
I’m restless,
but with you there’s peace.
In me there’s bitterness,
but with you there’s patience;
I don’t understand your ways,
but you know the way for me. Dietrich Bonhoeffer (1906-1945)
And now, thus says Yahweh,
He who created you, Jacob,
who formed you, Israel;
Do not be afraid, for I have redeemed you;
I have called you by your name, you are mine.
Should you pass through the waters, I shall be with you;
or through rivers,
they will not swallow you up.
Should you walk through fire,
you will not suffer,
and the flame will not burn you.
For I am Yahweh your God,
the Holy One of Israel, your Saviour.
Since I regard you as precious,
since you are honoured and I love you...